my first time as a blogger!

Well, fortunately one of my subject course in school required our class this blog-thing as a project. Thanks to this professor for introducing me to the "bloggers world" that I hardly explore. Yes, I have heard enough from people who used to be what I call an "addict blogger", yet, I dunno why I did not prefer to explore this world.

Yet id say its pretty nice here..i like the idea of the freedom of writing stuffs here just like you're makin your own diary. Well, the only difference is that you have a lot of readers out there waitin to discover what you've been up to.

Hmm..before i end this post i wanna share something about my life. Well its not as interesting as a superstar's life but i guess i have enough stories to tell.

There’s this one day that i was stunned by the most astounding fact of my life. I got pregnant. It was unplanned and i felt like a crazy child that time having no idea what to do nor what to think. I know all the responsibilities and consequences it might bring and I admit I am not yet ready for those...nor even the guy who caused the pregnancy.

I was so ashamed of myself that I am guilty I did not made the expectations and plans i have for myself...so as for my parents...and for all the people around me. I admit I thought and done sort of things to abort the development of the baby in my own womb. Thank God, words of the people around me have come to understand and enlightened my mind. They gave their full support. And that’s the time i found out that i am really loved by those people.

From then on, I get back on my feet again and promised myself to face the world against all odds. People may criticize my present condition but I don’t care now. They don’t have the right to make me feel inferior about myself now just because I am pregnant. This is still me. I just had an additional part somewhere in my tummy..and its an additional part of my life as well. And he is more of a blessing from God. Maybe I am learning the hard way now, yet, I have learned to accept everything. All i have to do is go on and never go back to that road which once put my life at stake. Time to be a better person now. Someone that could be a role model to my child. Someone he will love and someone he will call a real MOTHER.